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A ball point pen A5 sketch of where I go to 3-4 times a week after work! The Gym Box, first mixed martial arts gym in Kuching, Sarawak. They import trainers from around the world to coach the MMA, Muay Thai, Jiu Jitsu, and Boxing classes. They also have a full range of gym facilities and offer a wide range of classes apart from the Fight Club like Zumba, Yoga, Pilates, TRX, Body Pump, Body Combat, Hip Hop, and so on. Check out their Facebook Page for more info. Picked up Muay Thai and MMA here and got my overall fitness back on track. Quite glad to have joined. 
It’s the last quarter of 2013, been through tons of changes this year and accomplished a few things. Life’s all good now but there’s one major thing left on my list to do, apart from posting a hundred drawings this year (till this current post there’s only 56). Three more months to go to achieve them! Have you all done what you’ve all set out to do this year?

As we get older, decisions and choices get more and more complex and tricky to make. Sometimes they are so twisted that right may seem bad while wrong might seem good, or sometimes there is no wrong or right that you just gotta pick something and live with it and prepare for the best or the worse.
The fear of making the wrong choice is what often makes me not want to make a choice at all. But choosing to not make a choice is also a choice. Why does it never stop. Life is a series of choices and it is pretty much up to us to make what we want out of it. Having to make millions of choices a day sometimes blinds us of the main reason as to why we make any choice at all. 
Damn, choices are like extremely deep Inceptions and every one of the choices are to lead to the next choice and the choice after that and it doesn’t stop until we die. Hmmm, I think I am grateful for still having choices to make now, it reminds me that I am still alive and have some amount of power over how I want to live it.
I guess that’s why I find it so depressingly difficult to make certain choices. I really love my life and take it very seriously. I get quite stressed from over thinking things. 🙁
Today my best friend shared a video with me. It is one good video, with very meaningful content. Telling you there’s more than one way to see things, which makes life a lot more pleasant. It is something like what I meant in one of my older posts: Tilt Your Head and Imagine. If you become aware that you have the power to make things around you beautiful, or to go beyond your sight, into your heart to feel compassion and sympathy for others, the world could be a much better place.
You can hear the original speech of this video, by the late David Foster Wallace here.
Hope it we can all learn to think more positively, be more happy and compassionate. 🙂
Why almost Ben? Because I attempted to draw Ben Affleck with a slippery blue ball point pen, without help from pencils and erasers. The final result, not really Ben, or Almost Ben. :
It’s been a while since I last sketched. Lots of time put into digital artwork and learning to adjust little details on this website. Apart from that is of course 8+ hours of work, 6 days a week, gym, and preparing for my 10km category Live Active Run in June! My life is pretty much packed. Anyone else feels that 24 hours is not enough in a day?
My life, though I know it to be fragile as the flame on a candle, I face it with colorful passion and hope. I was shielded in the early part of life with a giant umbrella of love, education and care which I call home. Then, it was time to step out of the shell and explore the world. The world is complicated yet exciting and inspiring as flowers in the wilderness. As time passes, finances started to climb its way up life’s priorities list. As I work hard ‘mining diamonds‘, I read books and try to travel as often as I could afford to to keep this world of mine as colorful and as inspiring as it is.
The picture of it on my Instagram

If you noticed, the bold words are elements you can find in the illustration 🙂

“Heart don’t leave me now”

There are times when I sit and stare into blank space… Then I pause and close my eyes to NOT think for a second, because my mind is clouded with thoughts… all the logic.. all the rules… These are times when I feel uninspired, dry. But thank goodness, it only lasts for a split second. In the next second, I remind myself that everything and anything around me is beautiful, even if it doesn’t seem so to the naked eye, and once again, my eyes open wide with colors and ideas. The great thing about us is, if we just tilt our heads, twist our thoughts, and use some imagination, just a little bit, we can look at things very differently. Something dull can look interesting; something regular would seem unique. It’s like falling in love, once you spend enough time appreciating something, or see someone in a different light, it would be the most special thing. It could become something you would develop special feelings for; it would be something you realized only you’ve discovered. You would want to grasp it and appreciate it, because it has become beautiful in your eyes.
The Cowboy and the Dog: “We’ll get there boy, we will”
Then comes the next stage, expressing. Many think that if they’re not artists, they can’t express. But look at the tons of beautiful pictures on Instagram, from all walks of life, surely not everyone think they can draw or paint, but everyone does have the power to express, just, everyone does it differently, with different tools, maybe different actions. It’s cool that these days, you don’t have to be a painter to express your artistic views. There’s stuff like photoshop and Instagram that make pictures you take look artistic, giving it a unique impression. Even something as common as your local food, if taken at the right angle and lighting, would make it look food magazine worthy. A dirty corner of a room, if you use the right filters and crop it the right size, can help you express a feeling that no one else would have thought of about that petty corner.
Perhaps its the way the camera focuses on that one thing and not every other of the distractions around it. That’s perhaps how we start seeing little simple things as beautiful. Like an artist getting lost in his painting, nothing else around him, not his messy room, nor his dirty clothes, would take him away from the one beautiful feeling he feels and his aim to express it through that painting. The same with people we love. When we learn to appreciate someone, the picture is on him/her. Nothing anyone else says or no environment can make that feeling not beautiful.
The exercise book doodles above were made one afternoon at work. When I felt dry not doing things I love to do. Not having colorful markers around me, not being able to do any artsy stuff when I’m bored. I took my phone and leaned it against my exercise book to give the lines on the book a perspective. That’s when the idea came, to draw someone walking along the long road getting to where they intend to (The Cowboy and the Dog). The Boy Chasing the Heart is just another feeling I had, when I looked at the long road of lines. When it comes to the edge, it would fall. The boy risks everything to catch it, even the coming end of the road, as long as he has it, it would make him complete.
Hope you’ll appreciate anything and everything around you, for it could be beautiful if you just tilt your head a little and, imagine. Spread the love.